Ten Years In Heaven

My first Born . 

The Baby Boy that made me a mother. 

You are Ten. 

It feels like Yesterday you arrived Earth side and you crossed the bridge that I could not follow. 

Happy Heavenly Birthday to you my Darling Boy. 

Arthur. 

Ten things I wonder about you...

What colour would your hair be now ? Still the beautiful aubun you were born with? 

What colour would your eyes be? I imagine them to be a deep hazel green. 

What would your hobbies be.... Would I have managed to subtly persuade you to ride ponies by now? Or perhaps you much prefer Climbing trees? 

What would your voice sound like?

Would you have dimples when you smiled?

Just to see you smile!! 

What would be your favourite food?

Your favourite colour? 

What would you smell like when I drew you in for a Cuddle. 

Just to be able to Give you a cuddle and to kiss your forehead! 

Ten years of Being your Mother, Ten Years of you in heaven.

I miss you more than life. 

You changed me completely and irraversibly. 

Time moves on , and so much has changed in 10 years. But you and I still meet where time has stood still. 

Where everything stops. 

I see you dance through the trees in the sunbeams. 

I hear you as you breeze through the long Grass in the fields. 

You are in every tear that I cry. In every breath that I take. 

For I am you and you are me. 

Ten whole years of you. Forever My first Born. The One who made me a mother. 

Happy Heavenly Birthday my Darling Boy.